NOW IT'S RAINING MORE THAN NEVER...

I want to scream but my throat has a big bomb of fear....
I want to run away... but It could be so stupid becasue... I ASSUME that I ran away two month and a half ago...
I want to write but... is impossible...
I want to smoke, but... I'm not good of healty.... BUUUT... I'm going to smoke...
I want to fuck... but He should be with him husband..... and the lover has to wait.... (I hate always play the same role)....
I want him... I want him back... I want the other looking me... I want you...
I want I want I want!!!!

Ok, enought for today... "the drama queen" must go home... This week the work, the school are waiting for me.... Maybe when I leave the U the rain stop....

In the boat...

My brazilian roomate is a little strange...
I don't know what to do for his birthday.... in 2 days.... but.... I need help.
I like my manager... He's so hot, He's so sexy!


In my mind...

Misery Bussines. Paramore.
Love is noise. The Verbe.
The Fear. Lilly Allen.
Umbrella. Rihanna.
Why do you love me. Garbage.
Pets. Porno of Pyros.
Believe. Cher.
I'm not dead. Pink.